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THERE IS NOT ART IN LETTING GO
there is no art of letting go,
seeing someone walked away from you and what
you believe in is like no other.
the questions of mistakes and what ifs will start flooding
into one’s thoughts, like a never ending nightmare,
taking away every sane corner of yourself.
i have tried to cry, God knows i have tried so much
to squeeze my eyes forcing it to somehow let the pain in my
heart show. but even that is a burden itself, and it doesnt get
better, because one way or another, it will have and it must go out
sooner or later, because soon the pain will be so enormous that even breathing gets
too heavy.
thinking that with every distance he makes is part of you in him
he is shedding away, like some kind of virus he will easily get rid,
because in his mind, there are much better things to do, than dwell
on you and the past both of you created. and you stand there watching
it should have been that easy for you as well. to just walk away and to forget
or even to misplace all of it, but you often open your eyes everyday knowing
everything is so dull, meaningless, relatively colorless. symptoms of almost dying.
then i drive myself to the edge. answering every possible question there is.
where to start the moving on and how to do it, or if it is even possible. it should
get worst much worst before it will eventually get better. the denials, the frustrations,
the angsts and the pains. like a temporary piece in time, trying so hard to hold on
but never really wanting to, every piece of me wants to let go, let it all burst in one cry
of agony however easy it is in my thought the reality is i can’t.
so i keep it inside, watch the world go by, watch it go by like there is no heart aching
somewhere, watch it embrace a new day, when there is one soul dying not to wake up anymore.
watch it laugh smile when there is one reality wishing to be just another another nightmare,
a piece of forgotten memory. but the world care less about a person lost in a lonely battle
of love. love is so big, and love is so strong. the world isn’t ready to see another fall
because of love, the world hate chaotic ending. the world love cinderella and the prince.
the world wouldnt take a look at an ugly piece of love. or more likely the world refuse to
believe that love can be so ugly and painful.
so there is no art of letting go, it is nothing but like a shattering glass,
an echo lingering and a hammer nailing me down everyday. there is no art of letting go
only the pain remain and everything else doesnt matter.
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Getting the heave ho by your boyfriend (who you still love) is no picnic and chances are you are trying to find out how to get your ex boyfriend back. If you follow the steps I am about to go over you will be well on your way to getting him back.
The number one thing that stops girls from learning how to get your ex boyfriend is being desperate and needy. If you are a girl that is desperate or needy you need to work on this, these traits are very unattractive to your ex boyfriend. He can never take it easy since he really never knows what you are capable. If you are out of control forget about ever reconciling.
Another thing to consider is that in your current condition you are giving your ex boyfriend way too much power, and he could seriously use that to his advantage. If you want him back make sure that you’re not looked at as a door mat, but a woman that cares and will not be walked all over.
Another thing you should avoid entirely when finding out how to get your ex boyfriend back is making yourself too available, do not always be there for him. Go out have a good time, show him just how well together you are, and in the mean time date. Go out and see some guys, just make sure they know that this is just dating and nothing more. Above all do not call or text him. Sitting at home and obsessing about him is only going to make it that much harder to getting him back.
Look after yourself, get your nails done, go buy some new clothes, just pretend like nothing has ever happened. If you really want to find how to get your ex boyfriend back you have to give him something to look forward to. Do not eat everything that’s in front of your face, it happens when a girl get dumped, and all they do is sit and eat all day. Get out there go to a gym, or a Pilate class, whatever you think is the best way for you to work out and stay in great shape. When you go out and wow everyone you see, and he happens to come across you, believe me he will notice. Not only will you feel great about yourself but you will look good too.
Keep in mind that everything we chatted about today is kind a system, yes it will help you learn how to get your ex boyfriend back if you do only a few of these steps, but it will work to perfection if you follow the steps in their entirety. If you want him back this is the way to do it, a careful calculated strategy.

